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Scared of 2012 

I know I’m about to face something horrible

CHANGE

something different ….different ways of getting to where you feel you sould be. It’s so easy for time to pass. Your moving slow but way to fast . I want to take a picture of where I am. Where to go, where to walk , when to know. Time comes with change with change time. How I feel about that shit ? NEVERMIND

“So tell me…who did I leave behind”
— Drake
j-nobull:

Help find a cure.

j-nobull:

Help find a cure.

“Pure…judgment ….to let it happen”
Understand ?

Having a conscience … Harder then you think …picking up broken glass you broke as it goes down the…sink…as pink and red drip from your hands. You think “i can’t keep doing this” while they think you….can you imagine how it feels to be the only one working the only one hurt. Everyone one is clean while your hands are in the …dirt fills your thoughts because you want them to feel glass too. But at the same time why sould someone feel the same that I ….do you understand how it feels ? Or are you still confused ? ….take a walk…run in my shoes

Jealousy

Jealousy is so easy for me….which I think makes my life harder …..too much pain comes with it ….yes. yes. I have learned not to care for it. Because you can’t really help what u feel but is already gone. When your heart belongs somewhere else all the jealousy and things that hurt you feel extremly small….Idk….I’m drunk …end of story I hate my jealousy

Life as we know it ( change )

Look, as life goes on I’m learning that its one big giant lesson even though there is 10000 things you don’t want to let go of. you have to learn to just let it slip away….trying to hold on to water in a tight fist will get you nowhere. sooner or later the water is going to slip out of your going to get tired of holding on so hard. you can’t force a liquid to freeze and be with you always……time goes by…..flys away….people change people go…and you feel less attached to the things in life that you once said made you….you …. What I say to people is don’t be blinded by love, love with all your heart . Cherish your friends, family, close ones in your life because you can blink and everything can be gone and your faced with starting over. You’ll never forget the large impact these people had in your life. and you’ll catch yourself smiling every so often at the stupid things u guys did ……but……overall ……life is great ….change is good…. Lesson learned